Saturday, March 13, 2010
I'm not looking for comments or a response to this post because, honestly, you'll only be saying something because you didn't before and now you see that your lack of action upset me and you feel like making a lame attempt to apologize and rectify the situation. The people who I am truly speaking to probably will never see this post anyway. That being said, lets begin...
Frankly, I feel unappreciated. I don't have many friends and that's okay, but I try to show my love and gratitude for the ones I do have as often as possible (and appropriate). I put a lot of thought and effort into every post and, to me, it feels all for naught. I'm considering discontinuing my blog all together. Whats the point? I write a very thoughtful post about someone I love on their birthday, I post the link to their facebook page to make sure they are aware of it, and thats it. No response. No comment. I don't want much, just maybe a "thank you! thats so sweet!" or an "aw! love you, too!" or possibly even "thanks so much. I'm so glad we're friends." Am I just out of my mind to expect a response? I mean, seriously, is that crazy? Don't answer. That was more of a rhetorical question since I mentioned earlier that if you comment, it will just feel like "a lame attempt to apologize and rectify the situation." I don't mean to be harsh, I just feel like I poured my heart into those posts telling my friends how much I truly care for them and am grateful for their existence in my life for absolutely nothing. Maybe there is a truth to the idea that people would really rather lead shallow lives with very limited outbound emotion.
I'm done venting now. If you read all of this, I apologize for wasting your time.
P.S. If there is anyone who needs further explaining concerning this post, please read the comments. I thought everything I said was very straight to the point, but I have been informed that some of it can be misinterpreted. So please, read the comments.